Monday, March 06, 2006
It feels so good to be finished with that pesky Psychoanalysis response paper and take-home mid-term test!!! Kimochi ii~
You know, those Pyschoanalysis assignments almost turned me into a psycho. I thought I was really going to start tearing my hair out in a hysteric fit on Sunday when the Felman essay on Henry James' The Turn of the Screw seemed to go on interminably, forever and ever... (I'm doing Luna Sea song no justice here)
Anyway, that's over and done with now. And I was rewarded well for my perserverance today! I got onto bus 96 after my Singapore Lit seminar this evening and who should be standing right next to me but my lit lecturer of the embarrassing "yes-no" conversation! But thankfully, this time I did not screw up so badly. The conversation went along the following lines:
Hello and wave (O__o). Awkward silence. Nicety. Awkard silence. Schoolwork. Awkward silence. Classmates. Awkard silence. Studying abroad. Awkard silence (and some embarrassing confessions from me). Oscars. More awkward silences.
Well, it was not half as bad as it seems here. The really bad part was parting at the MRT station. Could that horrendous ending of a conversation be even called a "parting"? I don't think him saying goodbye when I was facing the opposite direction was a good thing... -___-"
Oh well, at least I know it wasn't just me feeling somewhat uncomfortable. Guess it takes time. After all, Adnan did tell me about a year ago that I was an interesting conversationist once you got to know me better... actually, I think I'm more eccentric than "interesting", but this is out-of-point...
I suspect there is a degree of transference here... Should I rejoice?
kaoru said at 11:00 PM
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